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I've had so much energy today! Aside from my inbox having way too many emails that demand a reply, I tied up lots of loose ends - and even had time to go see a movie tonight courtesy of my friends Ursulla and Mr. Powers. When Mr. Powers described it to me at first I thought it sounded kinda lame but it ended up being really funny. I think it was called 'Thank You For Smoking'....I'm almost positive that's it. The chat went well tonight too :)
Day 5 of the fast complete - I'm halfway done already! It's so weird thinking that the last thing I ate was a cheese sandwich on Sunday night. I miss the taste of food but I don't have any pain in my abdomen anymore.
I trimmed my hair yesterday too <3 It looks perfect to my standards.
I never thought I would say this, but I miss the airport. This is the longest gap I've taken between trips in almost two years. Meh, I do have a really good excuse for staying in town though ;)
Time for me to get close to a bar of soap and a soba kawa pillow. Sweet dreams!
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Day 4 : Today was so much better than the last three days. I didn't want food at all but I feel so weak. In fact, I'm struggling to sit up and type this entry.
If you'll excuse me, I need to go sleep for a very long time. <3
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Fasting is weird. The whites of my eyes are so white and I'm kinda disoriented but I think everything is ok. No coffee. No cigarettes. No food. No box wine. No meds. Whoa.
I bought some shoes today that don't have a crazy high heel. I can't remember the last time I bought a pair of everyday shoes for myself! I either get them from companies doing promotional stuff or as a gift from someone. I tried to take a picture of them but it doesn't do any justice. They look like lots of layers of fishnet with pvc stripes but it's adidas so it's kinda normal and goth at the same time.
Earlier today I went to pick up chinese food for my sister since she was at work. Just as luck would have it her order was about 10 minutes behind but they so cordially sat me at a table across from this woman chowing down on a feast of food and I thought I was gonna die right there.
Oh yea, I quit smoking. It was entirely on accident, I promise! I couldn't smoke at all while I was sick, I can't smoke now that I'm fasting and I just don't crave it anymore. Ehhh I don't know maybe I'll just be one of those people that smokes 3 a month on super special occasions. Yes that sounds right.
I never got my glass thing in the mail that said I was goth model of the year.
I know, I still can't believe it either. Just in case you forgot how goth I am -
I photoshopped it a little - you got me! =) I have a reputation to uphold.
I'm gonna go shower and not think about food. Thanks for listening to me ramble! <3
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