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Day 4 : Today was so much better than the last three days. I didn't want food at all but I feel so weak. In fact, I'm struggling to sit up and type this entry.
If you'll excuse me, I need to go sleep for a very long time. <3
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Fasting is weird. The whites of my eyes are so white and I'm kinda disoriented but I think everything is ok. No coffee. No cigarettes. No food. No box wine. No meds. Whoa.
I bought some shoes today that don't have a crazy high heel. I can't remember the last time I bought a pair of everyday shoes for myself! I either get them from companies doing promotional stuff or as a gift from someone. I tried to take a picture of them but it doesn't do any justice. They look like lots of layers of fishnet with pvc stripes but it's adidas so it's kinda normal and goth at the same time.
Earlier today I went to pick up chinese food for my sister since she was at work. Just as luck would have it her order was about 10 minutes behind but they so cordially sat me at a table across from this woman chowing down on a feast of food and I thought I was gonna die right there.
Oh yea, I quit smoking. It was entirely on accident, I promise! I couldn't smoke at all while I was sick, I can't smoke now that I'm fasting and I just don't crave it anymore. Ehhh I don't know maybe I'll just be one of those people that smokes 3 a month on super special occasions. Yes that sounds right.
I never got my glass thing in the mail that said I was goth model of the year.
I know, I still can't believe it either. Just in case you forgot how goth I am -
I photoshopped it a little - you got me! =) I have a reputation to uphold.
I'm gonna go shower and not think about food. Thanks for listening to me ramble! <3
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All I could think about today was pizza and baked tomatoes stuffed with cheesy/veggy rice. I miss solid food so much and it's only been two days.
When I started running I would wear an old t-shirt, khakis cut off at the knee, and combat boots. I figured if the boots were good enough for Vietnam, they were good enough for the jogging trail. I've improved my workout attire a little bit (not much) since then, but today I finally broke down and bought a pair of hot pink running shorts. I am the coolest kid in school!
I don't run in boots anymore either just in case you were curious. :)
I saw 'Better Off Dead' today for the first time. I also ordered new checks....I have been doing everything I can think of to distract me from the reality of consuming nothing but cleanse juice. Whoa, how do all of you crazy hippies do this!?? Picnic and I were so desperate to take our minds off of food that we drove to Home Depot just to look at ceiling fans and light fixtures that we don't really need.
I'm opening a new website for my merch and other stuff :) Woohoo!
I'm gonna go take a really long shower and try to relax. Goodnite!
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