Ooh La La 
I'm a little disattached from reality again today. It's like I was telling my friend, since I can remember I've always been a night person and most nights I won't go to bed until I see the sun come up. But now I sleep next to an open window and the birds are so loud it's like God is telling me to wake up when I'm just trying to sleep. I think that and some other little things are making my brain misfire and I'm starting to get dreams and reality confused. My dreams are so boring now. It's basically a run-down of the day with small variations so now my memory is a joke on myself. And right now there's only two songs I can listen to that don't give me anxiety.

Other than that I had some creative breakthroughs and I feel a lot better than I felt earlier.

So much



has changed



in three years.

My roommate's boyfriend is getting two peacocks. One of them has one leg and Chase and him were joking about putting a prosthetic on it with a pointy stick that could pick up trash while it walked around his property and it could defend itself against the gay death raper turkey.

That's my new happy place for the next month. A beautiful field of flowers and big trees and a peg leg peacock fighting that turkey.

Sarah 
There are books and stories about women who moved to farms on the plains in the 1800s that went crazy because the sounds of everything are amplified. The sounds at night are alienating, the sounds in the morning kept them from getting proper sleep and the constant sound of wind made them terrified.

Obviously, the wind is an exception in your instance, I would think, but when it's quiet, everything seems so much louder. Don't forget the power of a nice midday nap. It sounds like you might be getting too fatigued.

A lot has changed from an outsider's perspective looking in too--but I think it's good, healthy changes. There's no denying that.

Kurt 
Fab! Are these pre tatt pics or have you photshop'd them out?
I can't believe who different you look without them. Creamy smooth!

kevin 
I've just seen the full set of these pics...Wow even your toes are beautiful.

Yummette 
PS : yeah it's now in the members section ! Thank you <3

Yummette 
I like these pictures !

We never saw this set in the members section, however it's lovely :)

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