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And, if you like what you see here and you want to access all of my uncensored photos and videos, head on over to Apneatic.com!
XOXO, Apnea
*click on the photos to see full size*
upholstery hood and photo by Amy Fries
photo by Corwin Prescott
wake up at noon
eat breakfast
walk the dog
feed the dog
check my emails, reply.
begin to-do list
sometimes we might leave the house for a bit
clean throughout the day
prepare the meals
finish working
go to sleep.
repeat.
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*Click any of the photos and they get bigger.*
New set on APNEATIC.com shot by Corwin Prescott. Here's a preview of another bum-in-the-air shot. Maybe I should make a series.
One of my favorite painters painted me. *die*
Chase and I got a new dog. Her name is Baby Dracula, our little teacup Yorkie. We've been crate training her and the first few nights were a nightmare. She cried, screamed, whined, and made weird bird noises keeping us up all night. And then last night she stopped crying. Now I love her even more because she's quiet and looks like a little teddy bear.
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Ego Assassin sent Uncle Bryan and me a dress to take pictures in a crazy old Indian cave that we had to hike three miles round-trip to get into...and after hauling the generator he ended up shooting with natural light.
I'm still working on FLNGS and I still haven't made a footer for it.
But Bob Coulter just put up a photo blast that I'm totally in love with, so that makes me feel better about not building the footer yet.
*Corwin and the Fox*
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*click to make it grow*
Uncle Bryan came to town.
He's not really my uncle. He's the only photographer from Houston that I work with now and I'm lucky enough to talk him into coming up into the mountains.
The entire time Bryan was here I laughed, a LOT (he has his Vietnamese accent down perfect), spent a lot of time shooting, and even made him go on a three mile round trip hike with me and our neighbor to an Indian cave to shoot photos of me. Those photos are going to be the next update on my site.
PLEASE if you read this, I'd love feedback on latenightfeelings.com. Please please please. Thank you honey.
xoxo
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I'm not a part of the wzrd crew at FLNGS.COM
Let me know what you think of the site. I worked real hard on it =0
I also worked really hard on the new Halloween video live at Apneatic.com!
8 minutes long...in part of it there looks like an orb flies away from me. We shot it in a really scary building so I wouldn't be surprised if it was an orb.
xoxo
apnea
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When I let things get to me they really get to me bad. The worst is when all of my senses become magnified. The normal sound of the fan swinging around will keep me awake until the sun comes up and the smallest bit of moonlight shining through the small cracks of the blinds will look like clear beams of light running across the room, almost like a flashlight was being shined in. It only used to take half of a sleeping pill but lately that just cuts the anxiety enough for me to be able to get up to go to the bathroom. Last night I was so scared as I walked down the hallway that I had to turn on every light switch as I walked past it. When I made it to the bathroom I looked in the mirror and scared myself so bad I almost fell over. My eyes were dark and I looked like I had been possessed by fear. The funny thing is earlier I had edited a girl's photos and her eyes had looked so heavy in a way I wasn't used to seeing. Then I remembered she had just broken up with her boyfriend and had moved out of their house, maybe she was filled with fear too and that's why our eyes looked so similar at that moment.
I know where the fear is coming from. I have recently gone through every set on my site and seeing it really affected me. I have no emotional attachment to any of it, it's not that. It's the writing from the set descriptions when I first started, and shooting the sets I shot just for "content". At a chair. By a window. At a chair in front of a window. Same bed, same pose, same makeup. The set descriptions sound so bad to me that I haven't even been able to update a blog because I couldn't get those words out of my head. I could barely write on Twitter. And so many of those photos, it just isn't me anymore. Everything I do now has love and soul put into it. I actually care about it. It's definitely not for the money, believe me. I guess it's interesting for someone to watch the progression from the beginning to now. It's definitely noticeable. The photos get bigger, the quality gets better, the editing gets better, the set descriptions sound like I wrote them with humility, but even still I have doubts about myself.
I wish so much I could tell everyone all of the things I didn't write that had my name on it. I have a horrendous story I could tell about things that have happened.
At least, as painfully slow as it has been, the people I wanted to find out on their own are finding out for themselves things I've been too scared to say or that nobody would believe when I said it.
Love, me
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