Apnea's Blog - Official weblog for alt / goth / fetish supermodel, Apnea

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photo by Ama Lea, lingerie by Purrfect Pineapples

Mrog and me <3

In Shadows and Dust

New set on Apneatic.com by Corwin Prescott

Less explicit set in the Dark Side competition on Zivity.

phone blast

purrfect pineapples

bliss lau...on backwards because i'm an idiot

creep street

samantha plasencia

um...D&G? i'm kinda naked but there's the glasses...

All from my phone or someone else's phone. Not that I haven't been on a manic shooting blast the last two months, particularly the last 17 days straight where I was working in three different cities and in lots of airplanes and cars. It's fun to show behind the scenes/unedited/candid shots.

I spent a week in Los Angeles and shot with some people I haven't shot with in years and spent the rest of the time shooting with new people and shooting for the feature film Chase and I have dedicated our life to making.

We got home and I had two shoots in the midwest, then the next day I was on a plane to San Antonio where I made an amazing new friend Cynthia Davila and met an amazing team of different stylists.

I'm back home now. After updating my site the next two days my phone will be turned off and I don't plan on getting out of bed.

Photo Booth - Miles, Sami, Chase, me, LA

The photos always get bigger when you click them, my blog does magic.

Double booked every day but having fun <3

Purrfect Pineapples!!!!!

Gold Dress : New Set on Apneatic.com

New set by Dave Dawson on Apneatic.com!

I'm feeling better

But I guess it's always a matter of time before I feel like run myself down again...

It took me some time but I can finally admit that the people that have told me being around me is like being on a rollercoaster ride were right.

feast or famine

The last week had some really horrible days...

It didn't start out all so bad, my head was a little stuffy, two of my favorite people Amy Fries and Corwin Prescott came into town after the other guests left, and we laughed and ate french toast together and Amy and I got to squeeze each other's boobs. Then it all went to hell after I fell asleep, that's when I woke up and had strep. It sucked but I wanted to just work through it, and at first it was okay, Amy even got some great photos of me looking sick in a really pretty way...

*hood by Vaunt Designs*

Then it just went downhill. They were great company but I was an awful hostess and couldn't get out of bed most of the time. I got up to shoot some onesies with Corwin, and he got some shots of me that look like they would be in a 1976 issue of Ladie's Home Journal.

We shot nothing but "onesies". You may call them dresses, but we call them Onesies. One piece. Nothing else. Chase stumbled out of bed and into the pink room where we were shooting and saw Corwin sitting in a chair shooting me and saw me standing there, full of Strep, in my onesie, wondering what the fuck we were doing...

I loved them being here, and once they left I was laid out in bed for three days unable to do anything. I have another guest coming and I wanted to go get stronger medicine and when I went to the doctor today some bull dyke talked to me like I was an idiot for not knowing that my strep went away and now all I was doing was going to make me get pneumonia, so I've been moving around a little more today. It sucks, I'm tired but at least I'm getting better.

There was also a new update on Apneatic.com by Steve Prue!

And tonight we have a new guest blogger on FLNGS! SAY HELLO TO JAMES GRAHAM!